The toughest part of this Twin Flame journey for me is that nobody really understands what I am going through. Even to me, a lot of the time, it just sounds like crazy talk. That’s the main reason why I started this blog. It’s basically just a place for me to leave some thoughts: like a journal in a way. And maybe someone out there sharing a similar journey will be able to read it later and it might be helpful for them too.
My Twin, I will still refer to him as Mr. X, has decided to break contact for a while. This is hard. Really hard. I know we will chat again. But it is the when and the where and the how that currently haunts me. I feel like I have bared my soul to this person and told him the deepest secrets of my heart. And yet … no response from him… nothing whatsoever….not even a ….. “I’m still processing this….just need some time….will chat soon…..”
My mind races and I start to think all kinds of things…. Is he with someone else? Is he giving up on our journey? Maybe I am just “too much” and he would rather be with someone who is uncomplicated? Is it just too intense?
I have the same thoughts running through my mind…. Maybe I should just give up on our connection?
Giving up is not an option.
But I will surrender.
I will give him all the time he needs. I will try to not make contact. I will step back, to make room for him to step forward. If he wants to… When he wants to…
All I can do now is wait.